"Rockbell" by IA
“Don’t wait for people to be friendly. Show them how.”
One of the most beautiful and cutest Vocaloid songs if you ask me.
I really love Honeyworks, well… works
And Rockbell needs more appreciation. It already gets a lot, but it definitely deserves more. (ᅌᴗᅌ* )
I already did a similar post on my old account (osnapitswonderful -> ohdearitseru), but I couldn’t find it anymore and I don’t really care either~
Trick or Treat by Aciid
Singing in eerie voices, they wander town streets on the night of the new moon. Anyone who hears their song is cursed.
It enwraps its prey in its hairlike arms. It sings joyfully as it observes the suffering of its prey.
time for haircut
more and more people from the lolita group i used to hang out with are deleting me from facebook…
I recently expressed a ton of frustration about being unable to attend events, and as a result i felt cut off from my friends. I’ve been having a lot of anxiety issues lately and it makes me extremely self-conscious around people, especially when I feel like I’m just a mess and all their lives are more coordinated. I felt embarrassed to be around them, and they began to talk to me less and less.
But maybe they think that somehow I was blaming them for all that, when I wasn’t. I’m just sad and I miss them and want things to feel normal again. That house used to be a place of comfort.
My home life hasn’t been very good lately, and my life in general has been a hectic mess full of anger, frustration, panic, and misery. I hardly have a social life anymore and yet I still so badly want to be involved in my interests and passions. It sucks. And now that things are starting to get slightly better (going back to school helps) I’m still just super disheartened to see that people are still angry with me, or think I’m worthless or whatever.
TL;DR I know I’m a loser and cut myself off but I want to see my friends again and maybe have them forgive me for being a selfish emotional blob